So I was raised as a "good girl" kwim.
I did not party, drink, smoke, try anything funny or dangerous. Moved straight from parents house to married life so no travel or living alone.
It is hitting me now - this NEED to rebel - i dont wanna start partying or drinking or smoking but i have a HUGE NEED to do something that is not allowed or not what my family or people expect
does this make sense?
2 comments:
Cat it makes alot of sense to me!
I went through this after I got divorced - I went a little wild! I got it out my system and I am glad I did do it!
Maybe find something that YOU love to do - something that fulls YOU with joy that has nothing to do with your family!!!
It makes a lot of sense! I always say I am saving up for a massive midlife crisis :)
I think you need to find something rebellious and just do it
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